my first dance was absolutely amazing (besides getting scarred for life by seeing people grinding a little too much) but whatever XD my dress was pretty i got to spend it with my bestest friends and the music wasnt completely terrible not my asian music but not terrible.

and i give up with lj cuts it isnt agreeing with me today )__)






and last but not least the guys who spent their whole night with us as unofficial dates heehee

for a break in novel writing
i wrote a poem that i really love
and my mom said they might put it in the oncology ward at the hospital *once i perfect it* i really like it soooos i hope they do

Do you know why it rains?

It is because heaven weeps

For the ones battling with all their heart

Refusing to yield from their part.

For the ones holding on ‘till their last breath

Who won’t surrender to mighty death.

For the ones who take their stand for better or for worse

Who would never let their dreams disperse.

And when the rain fades away

And the gloom dissipates into a beautiful day

A rainbow emerges from the darkness

Like a light at the end of a tunnel

It beckons the fallen home to rest

Those who gave it all their best.

And praises those who overcame

Knowing heaven will never forget

Those brave heroes’ immortal names.

i finished another chapter ya =P i hope it's good


( ch 2 )

my untitled story =P
heehee idk why i feel like writing so much *arashi im sure*

( ch 1 )

happy birthday gdragon XD and new big bang album
and new arashi one tomorrow
all is good all is good
i'm loving gd's heartbreaker vid ^^

today has been very eventful for a day being stuck inside =P i got to make cordon bleu XD and color my moms hair huhuhuhuhu

and i dont believe those rumors about the toda and gakky feud )__) i dont believe erika would have ever dissed gakky for dating miura b/c he's not a johnny's like her hina....i don't believe toda can be like that stupid reporters.....

anyways
song of my week XD
idk this song won't get out of my head and the vid is just so funny <3

new layout header made by me *so proud*
)___) i heard about the hurricanes and i hope they don't come i hate it when the power goes out and idk how bella will deal =P
almost done my summer hw.....well not really but still i'll be done b4 school starts next week...i just hope that the first day doesn't sour my b-day i hope it's fun enough i don't want it to be the worst b-day *crosses fingers*

i had the best time with my two bestest friends lisa and faith at my baachan's pool i even dragged my bella in and learned how much she hates water but it was sooooooooo cute^^ we sang arashi songs and then when it started raining me and lisa dance to believe faith who isnt really into arashi watched us and laughed it was so much fun^^

XD it went golden yays arashi deserves to have a show during golden hours XD now VSA will be an hr that means more arashi to love in my week.....now i just have to wait until October *impatient* i'm so happy this year is definitely arashi's year =P

soooo it's the usual almost 4:00 at night and i have no hint of tiredness, insomnia is the worst )__)
i'm also majorly bored
this week was fun though in general karaoke and i had the bestest carrot cake ever <3 and i went to a yakiniku restaurant which was so fun but i couldn't help but think about nino doing the same thing on his b-day maybe i'll do that on my b-day too^^ the price wasn't that bad and they gave us so much food it was awesome
rewatched some dna today and remembered this <3

kyaa~~~ they are so talented at this ne?




and i think this may be nino's dog^^



it's so cute <3 i want a shiba inu so bad it's not even funny but i love my bella-chan she's adorable too

i just found out school starts on my birthday that makes me so depressed..... oh well that gives more time than i thought for my summer work >__< but still.

i went retro skating yesterday with max it was so much fun but my little brother and mom couldn't do it u would think my mom being a 70s teen would be able but nooo heehee it was funny. Today is HP day yay and i made max a fruit tart it looks so pretty i hope he likes it.
*also hopes it doesn't rain today i'm getting tired of all this rain*

I love the RADWIMPS
they make me feel so happy all the time
that takes talent XD
NODA <3<3<3


spur of the moment blog post
i''m just that bored ~_~

and i'm and not the least bit tired. my beautiful bella-chan made herself comfortable sure that lazy doggy

bella spam XD

spent the whole day fangirlling soooooo much fun XD
updated my ipod
and played with my ever so cute BELLA-chan

it finally rained today too and it's actually cool outside XD i'm so happy
it's the power of johnnys

every summer i have so much free time and end up searching for new artist
this summer it's more asian artists than ever my ipod is almost full
two artists i recently discovered where
aoi teshima who has a voice of an angel in my opinion




i love her so much

and then a band called my summer plan
who sing a lot of their songs in english and remind me of blink 182



well that's my music for today =P


ooh
and if anyone wants their music i am not against uploading them
just ask =D

so it's summer and drama watching galore....^^ so i was rewatching change the other day and code blue and i get the feeling that abe hiroshi would make a perfect Japanese Dr. House............maybe it's just b/c of his blunt humor idk but i would like to see him play a doctor like house almost like his chacter in kekkon dekinai otoko......maybe i just love him


....plan to rewatch nino's dramas later i am excited i especially want to rewatch ryusei since i really loved it <3

who would have believed me....the girl who has never had a boyfriend is in a love triangle where i am the center......it feels to much like a drama or maybe i've just seen to many dramas..........
but like today i confessed my love to the guy i liked for a long time and at the same time i received a love letter from a boy who has loved me....i really can't figure out what to do, i've never been in a situation even remotely close to this before. I mean i finally had the guts to confess my love....it's something that i always believed was truly impossible for me being i have a really strong case of SAD. He hasn't  given an answer yet but it doesn't matter anymore, i'm just so relieved i made a move and didn't let the year end without even saying anything. the worst part though was that we were complete strangers, i barely knew his name and i'm sure he didn't even know mine at all, until now ^^. i gave him a letter oh god i'm scared....i hope it ends like a good drama not a sad one....it would be my first boyfriend after all i gotta make it count!!!

as anyone else heard kyosuke himuro's new song featuring gerard way??? i love it
it's been stuck in my head for days








and here is just the song for download:
copy and paste it into url XD
http://www.mediafire.com/?5eathwt5li5

with Ap tests being over and finals being a joke, i can finally focus on movies and dramas *basically all of my obsessions* it's just i don't know what to focus on i started watching all the shows this season and the only ones that caught my heart so far have been smile, the quiz show, and atashinchi, and maybe god hand teru, but i'm not so sure, i tried most of the the other shows but to me they aren't as captivating, maybe cinderella man will be so soon. i might as well keep trying on all ne?

AP tests are finally done which means no more studying head over heals for the rest of the year. i had econ yesterday and it was really easy (much easier than i expected). by far calculus was the hardest I really have no confidence over that score.

I watched ikigami lately. it was truly a movie that made me think about life and how fragile it is. i didn't like the ending, but besides that it was a good movie *and matsuda shota is beautiful like always*

i can't wait for takizawa's and ryo's new drama a battle between good and evil..........that's right up my alley of favorites